Friday, February 5, 2010

Mixed Emotions/ Ultrasound

Well yesterday was my Ultrasound with the specialist and things went well with the baby and bad news for me.
Baby: She looks great and the fluid in her Kidney they said looked more then usual looked normal. She did have a lighter bowel but they think that its because she has swollowed blood.
Blood: That would be from me. I have a hemorrhage in side the placenta with the baby. UGH not what I wanted to hear. I also have another hemorrhage on the out side a lower on my tummy and a place where the placenta is separated. They aren't sure why i have these problems and the Doctor knows that I want answers but he just has nothing that he can really tell me. Also not something I want to hear. He wants me to go back in 2-3 weeks for another ultrasound because he is hoping that this will resolve it self other wise he is hoping the placenta doesn't pull so much away that the baby stops getting what she needs to live. HEART BREAKER!
Me: I was so stressed I had to take almost a 3 hour nap. After that I had a talk with the mother in law and cried once more expressing my concerns and making me tired ready to crawl back into bed. My baby is grown perfectly well which I am so grateful for but on the other side I'm just worried that things will not go so well. But I know that what happens will happen for a reason good or bad and I will have to just take it as time comes.

11 comments:

Enriquez Family said...

Ohhh so sad! were praying for you! The Lord will take care of you, either situation.

Britt said...

Oh that is a heart break. I sure will keep you in my prayers. I love what Elise said above.. the Lord will take care of you.

XOXOX

David and Kira said...

that doesn't sound good! not fun when even the dr. doesn't know!

we will keep you and the baby in our prayers!

Mike, Sha, Kenna, Kate, & Garrett said...

Oh no, so sorry to hear all that. We will pray for you and hope that things go well!

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry! That is something you don't ever want to hear as a parent. You are in our prayers and hope everything works out for the best! Take it easy.

The Abegglens said...

I'm sorry!! I really hope things work out. We'll keep you in our prayers!

Jenks Family said...

I hope all goes ok.

Phil and Holly said...

Hope the the best for you and #3.
Phil

Candace and Brian said...

Hang in there. We'll keep you in our prayers.

Rob and Sarah said...

Oh no. I am so sorry...I hope everything works out okay. We'll be praying for you guys!!

Dax and Jen said...

I'm sorry. I hope that everything turns out ok for you. We'll keep you in our prayers.