I picked you

I was thinking back on a talk that one off the Sisters gave in Relief Society about a month ago and It brought tears to my eyes again. She was talking about this sweet little boy that told him his mom that even in Heaven he knew who his mommy was going to be. He said that out of all the Mommy's out there he picked her. And that he loved her and new that picked the perfect mommy.
I thought about it because I was thinking of my last post and how I said that i am so grumpy. But I thought about the talk that that sweet sister had shared with us. And I reflected on it. I have two Beautiful boys and one on the way that picked me out of all the Beautiful wonderful Woman out there they wanted me to be there mommy. How can I an any way justify my actions. I feel like they picked the wrong mommy sometimes. But then there are other times that I think about how I am doing such a good job. Well not at this point because of being sick. But when I make them laugh and when they say more mommy and they wake up with that cute smile on there face and all is forgotten. I wish that I could be like a child. They are so Forgiving and it only takes a second before they want to hug and play with you. But in the back of our minds we still remember what just happened.
With all my heart I want to be like that child that can Forgive and can love anyone that can go out and not judge to be Christ like. I know that I have come so far in life and I am thankful for that everyday. I know that my Father loves me and that my three baby's have picked me to be there mommy because they wanted me. I know that everyday they get a little older and time goes by so fast. But I know that with all the trials and all tears and hate out there that if we work hard and have faith that are Children will know when they get older that they have a wonderful mommy and daddy. Then we will know that we have done what are Heavenly father has asked of us and that is to Replenish this earth and help are children to take the right path to live with him someday and all time and Eternity.
If you would have asked me about the church 5 years ago I would have laughed. But there is not there church out there that is truer then this. I know because I have seen other Religions and was in another one and this is the only one that sticks to the commandments and is lead by a true Prophet. I have learned so much in the last few years and all though sometimes things seem odd they always have the right meaning and purpose to them. Things like having food storage and praying as a family everyday and reading your Scriptures. They all make perfect since. I am glade that I have married such a wonderful man that loves me even when I am sick and look like a car hit me and backed up over me. I love my family and I love this church. I know that this is the only Church on earth that is THE TRUE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST.